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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
to whoever who reads this : i have moved. again. sorry for all the inconveniences (i promise i'll buy you chocolate)
Monday, January 02, 2006
who says only good girls write in diaries?
Friday, December 30, 2005
lost pictures
this was like the first day i went there. (:
dad and i outside hyde park. (i think we looked a bit iffy cos we spent hours getting into london from st albans AND it was a sunday.)
mom and i! i have her eyes.
in front of king albert's monument. (:
my princess cousin/auntie. she's 3 and she's really cute!
 my uncle and auntie. haha. even though they are younger than i am. :( but they're great fun
Monday, December 26, 2005
random random stuff. this is what you get when shirin a)has a headache, b)can't be bothered to do math anymore! :(, c)bored and still wide awake even 15 minutes before midnight.
| You Are Uptown |  You are classy, cultured, and well educated. You are an expert on the finer things in live.Your city girl persona loves all of the opportunities a city offers. But only in the best neighborhoods. |
| Your Dating Purity Score: 93% |  You are an innocent dater.You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample! |
| You Are Lemon Meringue Pie |  You're the perfect combo of sassy and sweetThose who like you have well refined tastes |
| Your Eyes Should Be Green |  Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger
What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world |
woah! green eyes. cool| Erotic Thriller |  You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.
Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush |
If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be? | Your Heart Is Green |  Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life.
Your flirting style: Laid back
Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking
Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm
What you bring to relationships: Balance |
What Color Heart Do You Have?
i'm seriously green | Snickers |  Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy. |
What Kind of Candy Are You?
one of my fave kind of sweets! (: | Your Hair Should Be Orange |  Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices. |
mich! i really should get orange hair! | You Are French Food |  Snobby yet ubiquitous.
People act like they understand you more than they actually do. |
What Kind of Food Are You? | What Your Sleeping Position Says | | You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.Shy and private, you yearn for security.You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust. |
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You? that is quite true (i think) | You Are an Emo Rocker! |  Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. |
'>What Kind of Rocker Are You? | Your Hidden Talent |  You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary. |
i have killer intuition? | You Are Chocolate Ice Cream |  Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty. |
| You Are a Sensitive Kisser |  For you, kissing is a way to connect
And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy
It may take you a while to kiss someone...
But when you do, it's total fireworks |
now, on to proper things. *much love to jac for going out with me today! and my dearest twin for accompanying me after that! (: after all that, i went out jogging and stuff with my sister. i think it was good we could talk. even if it was about the silliest things. i actually felt like older sister after so long. and we talked and swinged until it was really dark. i just wished that most days are like that.
thoughts drifting...
today was a hectic day for christmas. being pulled out of bed at 7am in the morning. :( but we had to go to church to please mom and dad and we eventually stumbled out of the door into the car and set off for church. the thing was i felt a bit out of place because none of my sunday school friends actually follow their parents to church anymore! everyone's gone to brmc or something. i didn't see anyone except keith and rachel! ack. felt like a little girl who still follows her mommy and daddy to church. ohwell. :) then we went to watch adeline in the QPP chapel. its SUPER nice! the chapel is wow. we went to ikea after that. had a cupa'tea and then we shopped for throws and cushions and stuff to bring back and make my room cosy! and its all colour co-ordinated: green! anyway. then we came home and then went off again to singapore expo for my grandmother's church's christmas lunch. it was so long!! it lasted from 1to3?? gosh. after lunch, mich and i baked a nice chocolate mousse cake which was melty!! and chocolate profiteroles that didn't turn out all right. :( but the mousse cake was good. (it smelt good) and after that was a nice special one hour! (: and then dinner at suntec with family again. after dinner, i was sitting there half-listening and half zoning out and just listening mom and aunty talk and everything. and i wonder.. will i grow up to become like mom or will i actually be different? i want to be like mom cos she's so.. super. (: but that's just a random thought. till then.. i'll try to be shirin. (:
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
shirin becomes shutter happy
so far, i still haven't felt very much at home :( i'm not used to the way of life? let's just look at pictures now. (: our purple coloured common room which contains a SKY tv and tons of couches and dictionaries. there's disney channel, tons of BBC, football, movies, britain's next topmodel and everything on SKY. my housemistress. she's quite nice really. (: she comes in every night when she's on duty and says goodnight to us and stuff? and its quite nice having chats with her whenever i feel bored and everything. (: and she's really encouraging. our kitchen notice board (we hang random stuff from the newspaper there and their notes and our rota for sloshing)
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
i'm back!!
i'm back back back back back! woohoo! but then again, i've been back for a day now (: sorry! i shall upload pics of england whenever i can and i'll TRY to write about it as well (:
Sunday, December 04, 2005
i just realised.
that when i come back, i'll never look at things the same way again. i'll be so changed. i'm ALREADY changed.
oh stop, i'm scaring myself.
but for the last 3 months. i've just seen and experienced so much more than i ever have experienced. and its weird. in a good sort of way. i've grown so much inside as well. like how to act around strangers/people who act like your friends/people who ARE nice/just different people. and i've just learnt so much more than i've ever learnt.
maybe some part of me is still little and innocent and young.
but i think i'm looking at things through different eyes.
and i don't really care what people would say about me when i go back. (11 more days!)
i don't think i can look at where i came from the same way again.
Good or Bad?
Saturday, December 03, 2005
please tell me if i need to change my layout!
thank you (:
12 more days!
[edit] what's happening this week sat: CALENDER SALE sun: GOING TO HARROW mon: CHEMISTRY COURSEWORK PRATICAL. PARENTS' EVENING. tues: PHYSICS TEST wed: YAN'S CLARINET EXAM. CAROLLING friday: BIOLOGY TEST
Saturday, November 26, 2005
19 more days!
i think i'm going crazy. and i have had enough of school! i didn't get any hols this year. :( except for june which wasn't really counted because of term exams :( so bugger. but i'll be back! oh my gosh!
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Sunday, November 13, 2005
if you see me cry, please turn around and pretend that you didn't see me
Saturday, November 05, 2005
calvin and hobbes!
do YOU love calvin and hobbes?
i LOVE calvin and hobbes
does my haloscan work? (:
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.
i thought i might like to update
i feel quite out of touch. i was just chatting to my sisters and parents about stuff back at home. my sister has grown so much! she is so much more matured now i guess, from the way she talks to me and everything. (i wonder if she reads this). it's been really interesting staying in my granduncle's place. its in a small little cottage called woodrake cottage (in barleymow lane) and its got the biggest field i've seen and they grow everything by themselves. and this is only their weekend house, sort of. my uncle/cousin has been really entertaining. we've been exchanging songs and stuff like that. its a whole new world. stuff like nightwish and funny british rock bands i've never heard of. oh, i give up. someone just give me something to talk about. x
Friday, October 21, 2005
i still love SC3 (:
<3
Sunday, October 09, 2005
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bugger bugger bugger
i typed out one whole chunk of stuff last night and its ALL gone. :( weh. anyway, yesterday was fun. (: better than what i was expecting, so that was good. and the weather was good, although it was chilly AND windy, there was the slightest hint of sunshiney sun. (: ohoh, we went to thorpe park. lots of sweets and games and crazy burgerking stuff. haha. pictures will have to wait a while though cos it needs time. but that wasn't the most amazing thing. what was amazing was, i felt God. with me. when we were on the coach back and i was sitting next to my friend cora (a girl from germany), listening to her cutest, smallest mp3, i kept praying so fervently. and asking Him to refresh me again and again. and then, i felt so calm and peaceful. not like what i've been feeling for the past few days. i've been in an absolute muddle the past few days. there was/is something wrong with me. like, one moment, i could have the best time of my life rolling on the red carpeted floors of our living room, running and being locked up in the laundry room (the funniest), chasing each other down the corridors, making a whole lot of racket, acting like 10 yr olds not 6th formers. getting tickled, singing crazily to "make me a channel of your peace"! haha. and after that, when i'm all alone in the bath again, i feel, weird. like, shirin? in england? seems unreal. i don't know. but what's most important, is that i KNOW God is always and forever with me. and every single day, there's ALWAYS, without fail, a reminder, small or big, that i should never give up on Him and that He'll never give up on me. that is one of the comforts in my life now. (: Today I saw two butterflies, Floating through the air. When I beheld their beauty, I knew God made this pair. Such tiny little bodies, Holding up their wings. Only God Almighty Could make such precious things. Yes, it was God who made them both, And God who set them free. He did the same with all mankind, Including you and me. Butterflies don't have a choice, No path that they must choose. They just fulfill the Lord's intent, They cannot win or lose. But life for us is different, It isn't quite the same. For we can turn our backs on God, And play the devil's game. But if we choose the devil's path, The cost is much too high. For Satan will destroy our lives, Then laugh the day we die. I am one who's made my choice, I will not play the game. I will serve the Lord each day, And glorify His name. Since the day I made that choice, I've seen life differently. For now I see the things of God, The things He's done for me. He's given me the breath of life, Put sight into my eyes. And when He wants to see my smile, He shows me butterflies.
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